Graduation Day; Dear's POP

As you guys may wonder when graduation will come for you when you're studying, graduation day just flew past like a dream for me. Recalling, poly graduation was much like a farewell to friends. Bittersweet, of course. Was intending to take much more photos but the graduation robe plus the formal attire and heels was too unbearable for me. Not forgetting there's mum and brother waiting for me. Brother had interview that day so he was wearing long sleeve formal shirt with a tie, he was perspiring like mad. After a few shots here and there, my family and I left to Yishun Mayim which Dear came afterwards to join us for dinner. (:

Girls, you have been great companies through these 3 years. Without all of you, I wouldn't have enjoyed my polytechnic years. It was all of you that made me woke up everyday with thoughts of studying smart and playing hard. We were the nosiest bunch of bitches in class yet the scholars are still among us. I'll never forget the joy and laughters that kept me going, as if these 3 years were shortened to 1. I know we are going separate ways from now, but we shall and must keep in contact. No matter how long we may be busy with our lives, remember you will always be missed. Yours truly will definitely miss you dearly. So, please don't forget me! :)

Worried for my future were my Mum and Brother, for they know I'll be wasting a year. Though my decision was to work for the year but everyone knows it will be difficult for anyone to go back to study after a period of work. Whatever it may be, applications for SIM/SIT is already closed. For the time being, I have to wait for next year's application while looking for some working experience.

Inside of me, I have been struggling. In addition to my PMS, my mood hasn't been good the past week. I flipped and tossed in bed a few nights before sleeping, pondering about my aspiration, my dream. I found no answer and felt asleep, then the next morning I pull myself out of bed unwillingly to work. Looking in the mirror, saw the unplanned future, I started to feel frightened, despise the useless self. It was not long before I manage to put it aside and now, I begin to worry for something else.

Last Thursday, I attended Dear's Passing Out Parade @ Pasir Laba Camp. He is now officially a Sergeant! I'm so proud that he've gotten an Honour Award through his training. He was chosen top 10 among 337 of them. It was never easy for him, the training was tough and arduous. All that I could see was his fatigue every weekend. It's Sunday again, he will be reporting tmr morning at his new camp, Amoy Quee Camp. I hope and pray everything will go on smoothly for him with his 'man'.

My boy, he's falling sick again. All thanks to the parade rehearsals under the damn bloody hot sun. x(

May is definitely an event-ful month. I almost took a day's leave every week.
Events:
21 May - My Polytechnic Graduation Day.
22 May - Dear's Dad's 63rd birthday celebration held together with Dear's Sis at Coasta Sands Resort.
27 May - Dear's POP and also Dear's Sis official birthday.
29 May - Dear's Cousin's Wedding Dinner.

What comes next? ...